Day 50

What is that feeling inside my heart? I felt a part of me is gone. She light up the path for me to walk, guided me from darkness to light. She is my motivation force, she is the sun to my universe. I am so lost without her. I know i had not provide her what she needed. If i could get her in my arms again, i swear it will never be the same again. I will be a dog or even the lowest person on earth to love her. I can say my life is all in her hands now. This torture is killing me slowly each day, i am falling apart each day.