Day 51

I wish last night did not end so fast. I want to hold her in my arms forever. The mixture of booze, beer and panadol is the best medicine to my sleep. It just knock me out without making me think about all the sorrows. How i wish it last night will go on and on forever. Seeing her bring life to me, leaving makes me dead once more and now add on with the hangover and vomits. It sucks big time. Haii. I miss her! I love her! I NEED HER!!