Day 23

Why are her actions so harsh? We cant even talk enoughly, she just wants me to forget her completely? How can this happen in times like this? So i am completely out of her mind already? I dont exist any more? I guess this is really a rebound like everyone say. When broke up, M came in as Mr Nice and she felt the love and all. She force herself to be with him to forget about me completely. Why is she doing that? After what we been throught so long and she just wants to get rid of me completely. Does she really wants it to be like that? She has no feelings left already? Things just simply go out of hand each day. She said we can be like normal, talking to each other after a few years. What is this? I dont understand at all, why is she so harsh? No love left in her heart? After a few years then can contact? This is very ridiculous. I have nothing much to say but to blame myself for all this.