The feeling of uneasiness part 2

Is she really busy to reply me? I don't think, just that M is around she dont wan to reply. No matter how busy last time, she still reply me or her friends or wat. What have gotten into her? She say her phone is in her bag, is it true? I know her really too too well. Her phone is not in silent mode and is not in her bag. Busy? Message each other a few times will hurt so much? Seriously, what really gotten into her mind? HATE, BLINDNESS, TIRED, POISON BY THEIR WORDS?? I dont know at all. What about our promises we made to each other? Only when you are back home and studying, we can exchange sms. Isnt it a bit ridicious? When she is with J and M, she simply MIA. My message to her leave hanging there forever. Can someone tell me what is happening? Why are they pulling her away from me? Why is she following their words. Why is she pleasing them? How ironic is this? Did she care for me? Instead of asking me how is my nose condition? She asked my mum about it when she called her last week. We promise to each other pact and she is the one not fulfilling it. She know about the appointment and all today, did she send a message asking me how am i? Or she have to told to do so then she do it. I dont even know if she knows about this blog. SERIOUSLY, I FEEL SHE HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED. Omg, I trying to show care and concern, she is just destorying it. Her actions are just like daggers stabbing me all over. What is happening to her. What did they do to her that she turn out like this? I am powerless to prove to her. No matter how hard is it, i still have to do it. Why is she doing things without think through? Why is everyone's advise falling into her deaf ears? When both J and M seems to be going in hers? Is it because of her poly friends have been giving in to her? That why she listens to them time after time? I know her poly friends wont approve her of taking me back, which causes her to be like that. But think about it, she is pleasing them also. No matter what we do or what, it is still pleasing everyone. Dont she get it? She have to think hard for herself. If she is single now, she should take full control of her heart. WHY let J and M influence her mind? Must she follow what J and M ask her to do? They tried to make her fall in love with M, so she just did? It is really contradicting to what she said to me. Is that what her heart and mind thinks? Why is she blinded by all their actions? I am not finding fault with them, BUT I HAVE TO STATE THE FACT!! THIS IS GOING RIDICIOUSLY OUT OF HAND FOR HER. I cant bear to see her in this state. I wish i have the power to do something about it.