Day 24

Every single day she just drifting further and further away and i am just stranded here. Why is she doing this? No matter how hard i tried to get back and all is still useless. Why? It was the first break up and things get worst after that? Why she simply just go off like that? No love, change of heart so sudden? What is this? And i simply cant do anything about it AT ALL. My heart is starting to fail each day. Setbacks after setbacks each day just prove too much for me to handle. Is that what she really wants? I dont know at all. WHY????? Is she using M as a rebound? There are so many things we been through and she just delete every single thing away? Be it good times and bad times, she just treat it as rubbish and throw away? What is happening? Where is fate that pull us together once? Where is it?