Someone please enlighten me!!

How come there is no love left in her? Why is this happening? She still dont want to know about my conditions and things i went through yesterday? No text from her at all? All the text is from me and none is from her? She is busy with studies, she cant be totally forgot all this. She was told about it before. She dont care about my existence already? I told her since last time we together that exams when studying dont study on shot at a time. She need to take a rest and if not she will be too stress and things wont go inside her mind. Till today lunch time, she say she finally know how to relax. What really happen that make her finally get it? When still together and all i did advise her, so my words are fell into deaf ears? What made her finally realise it? I dont know either. But why is it that there is no love in her heart already? Not even a tiny bit? I have a lot to say but dont know how to let it all out. Please someone enlighten me on this. I just refuse to believe that there is no love in her now. All i want to say to her now, is in this song. It just relates to how i am now. Having hurt the person i loved and cared the most in my life. And now both sides are hurted, I just want to tell her that all this wont happen again. I am truly sorry about all this. I am coming clean and showing who i am really now. I am changing for the best, just asking for her forgiveness and a chance to get back to her life all over agan.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4t3AglwSqI

Backstreet Boys - Shape Of My Heart

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart



Kind of corny, but is just simply how i feel for her now. Fate please bring us back soon. I need her in my heart badly. Why is all this happening?